I Used to Love You

Lin Kong felt that it was weird.

He always had some unfathomable dream that there was a woman in the dream, her back to him, ru

ing further and further away ??

He didn't know who she was, but every time he did this, it hurt.

At first, he thought it was because he was afraid of losing Xiao Se Jin, so every time he woke up from his nightmare, he would hug her tightly.

But the pain, the emptiness, was like a flood that made him unable to breathe.

Especially when he saw James's undisguised admiration for Smoke that day.

When James tried to invite him, he had the urge to refuse.

That was why he was so impulsive in looking for Xiao Se Yan.

Although she could no longer see him, there was a calmness about her that he had never seen before.

That kind of indifferent and unwilling temperament couldn't be played out ??

With her like this, it was no wonder that James was attracted to her.

Looking at the sheets of paper stacked in the corner of the hut, he thought about how emotional and spiritual James had been when he talked about the paintings of the wistful cigars.

He felt as if a beast had run into his heart.

He mocked her coldly and threatened her. Seeing how scared she was of being wronged, he actually felt very satisfied.

She had done so many wrong things that he had not punished her. Shouldn't she listen to whatever he said?

Finally, after seeing that Xiao Se Yan had made it clear that he would not agree to James' request, he left in satisfaction.

It was from then on that his nightmares became particularly frequent.

Every time he woke up in the middle of the night and saw Xiao Se Jin lying beside him, he would feel that he had fallen into a desolate land.

Fortunately, Xiao Se Jin did not notice anything unusual about him. Every day, she would show off to some noble ladies about what she had bought today.

He was the one helping take care of Xiao Shi. Xiao Se Jin only knew how to take the money, but didn't know how to manage it.

Sometimes, when he looked at the woman in front of him, Lin Kong would feel a sense of unfamiliarity.

Was she the same before?

Memories came to him like broken glass, and for a moment he was in a trance.

He remembered playing the guitar one summer's night and confessing to a girl.

That girl was truly beautiful. When she smiled, it was as if there was an entire galaxy in her eyes ??

Thinking of this, Lin Kong couldn't help but let out a smile.

He thought of another episode where he had traveled with the girl and they had left their memories in a strange place.

But he couldn't see the girl's face clearly ??

But he should have remembered Zephyr's face ?? Why is it that the heroine in my memory is always vague?

Suddenly, a scene flashed through his mind ?? ??

He and his beloved had truly acquired each other on the day of their marriage.

She was clearly in pain, but she held back her tears and called out to him gently. A Kong...

Lin Kong tried his best to see her face, but a tearing pain came into his mind.

"Ah ??" He was kneeling on the ground in pain, as if countless pieces of glass were about to burst out of his brain.

He gritted his teeth as bean-sized sweat dripped onto the ground. His eyes were cloudy like they had never been before.

Xiao Se Jin, who just returned home, was shocked by this.

She quickly ran over to help him up and asked worriedly, "What's wrong? Ah Kong? Is there something wrong? "

Lin Kong shook his head, not wanting to recall those random scenes, he forced a smile at Xiao Se, "It's fine now, it's just a sudden headache."

Xiao Se Jin heaved a sigh of relief. "You scared me to death. I thought you remembered ??"

Before he finished his sentence, Xiao Saijin's face froze.

"Remembering what?" Lin Kong looked at her doubtfully.

"It's nothing. I just said it too quickly, I said it wrongly!" Xiao Se smiled guiltily.

Lin Kong looked at her face and remained silent for a while.

After a long while, he finally spoke, "Sai Jin, why do you have such a strong scent of smoke on you?"

Xiao Se Jin's face sank as he stammered, "Perhaps it's because I'm too preoccupied with playing somewhere."

Lin Kong nodded and did not say anything else.

However, there was an additional trace of hesitation in her eyes as she looked at Xiao Se Jin.

Xiao Se Jin helped him to the sofa and sat him down, massaging his head in a fawning ma

er.

Lin Kong closed his eyes and relaxed his emotions.

Suddenly, as if he thought of something, he opened his mouth and said, "Do you remember how I chased you?"

Xiao Se Jin was stu

ed, she did not know why he would suddenly ask about this.

Fortunately, she was at home when he confessed to Xiao Se, so she saw everything.

At that time, she was so jealous of Xiao Soyan that she went crazy with jealousy.

A perfect man like Lin Kong, what right did she have to have him? On the other hand, he could only interact with normal people.

Recollecting her thoughts, Xiao Se Jin put on a gentle look and coquettishly said: "Of course I remember, you playing guitar downstairs for me is very romantic!"

Remembering the scene back then, Lin Kongshu laughed in his heart.

Seeing that he had managed to get away, Xiao Se Jin quickly suggested, "I think you are very tired too. Why don't we go to sleep?"

Lin Kong nodded his head. Just as he was about to get up, he suddenly saw a red mark on Xiao Se Jin's body.

He frowned. "Sai Jin, why is there a red mark on your neck?"

Upon hearing this, Xiao Se Jin was shocked and quickly covered her neck, "Where?"

Seeing her reaction, Lin Kong's eyes darkened ??